Brittany Dunlap
Fat and Sigle, Sad and a Mess
August 14th 2008 22:25
Sometimes I feel very sad because I'm a mess. I don't take care of myself. I can't work. I am antisocial, and becoming moreso the older I get. My dog doesn't even listen to me 90% of the time. Yes he's still a puppy but dang, come on. If I can't get a dog to do what I want then how in the world am I going to be able to get MYSELF to do the things I need to do to get better?
I'm in a rut and I have no way out.
My mental status is only getting worse. My physical status is only getting worse. I have no way to fix those issues. I am who and what I am for life.
I have lost love and lost hope. Been hurt beyond belief and still I am here today to tell my story, which I refuse to tell in full. I've lived through it and I refuse to live it again.
I'm fat and single and that's how it's going to be.
I'm in a rut and I have no way out.
My mental status is only getting worse. My physical status is only getting worse. I have no way to fix those issues. I am who and what I am for life.
I have lost love and lost hope. Been hurt beyond belief and still I am here today to tell my story, which I refuse to tell in full. I've lived through it and I refuse to live it again.
I'm fat and single and that's how it's going to be.
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